8th January 2007...
Yippee!!! I managed to escape from my prison today... I had to attend a meeting at work to discuss a return to work plan... I'm just glad that I was feeling a bit better at the time or I would have had to reschedule...
To cut a long story short... It's my employers thoughts to pension me off... on partial ill health... there is nothing that I can do about it, if they choose to go down that road.. I had to sign a consent form allowing them access to my medical information.. I'll just need to wait and see what happens... at the end of the day I have been contracted to do a job and due to me being ill I cannot fulfill that role.. it isn't doing me any favours nor my employers either what a mess to be in... oh well... at the end of the day what chance do I have in trying to do a days work when even the journey to get to my meeting proved debilitating... I felt quite anxious on the way there and a bit scared... I had taken myself out with my safety blanket...after all I have been in my house now for over a week... after the meeting I phoned a taxi and had to come straight home..
I think that I have inherited a new symptom... last Wednesday when I woke.. and tried to stand.. my legs felt like jelly... and I couldn't get up... but as the day passed it seemed to disappear... and since then I'm still being bothered with it... my arms and legs just seem so heavy and weak.. and as the day goes on it tends to get worse... no worries.. I'll pick the doctors brain tomorrow... but he'll probably just tell me that I'm depressed...!!!!
12th January 2007...
Hey... 4 days diary short... but such is life... I just managed to get of the couch today... the last few days have been horrendous... I'm really peeved of... but to be honest it's time like this when you find out who your true friends really are....
Turns out that I wasn't depressed after all... I had a kidney infection which had traveled into my blood stream... I had to get a doctor yesterday... very quickly... I felt so ill... one minute I was feeling okay.. then I started to violently shake... I honestly felt that I was going to die... the sweat was pouring out of me... I couldn't stand... and I was shivering... yes... I got a fright.... BIG TIME... but at least I'm kinda back on my feet now... and on the up... I hardly moved from the couch in days... to be honest.. I was thinking that I was going to end up getting bed sores... or couch sores in my case.... haha!!!
What a life... does anyone want to swap places with me??? I can guarantee... that you will not be able to work... get plenty of rest... and not have to clean the house... go to the gym... or even walk the dogs... well that's if you have any...
If you are interested in this vacancy... please let me know... all applications should be in writing...
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