21st December 2007...
Dear diary, I am back... sorry to have been away for so long but hey, I was trying to build my life back up again...
I have spent the past few weeks trying to convince myself that I was well enough to go back to work... and yes, I managed to get there, but 16 days later... my world is starting to tumble around me...
Regardless of how much you tend to run, hide and ignore the factor that you are an C.F.S/M.E sufferer... it always has a nasty habit of reminding you that it is still there when least expected.... yes, perhaps you think that I have taken on a mentally/physically demanding job... well you are so wrong...
This job consists of sitting, doing nothing and waiting to take applications over the telephone... of which I am lucky to receive at least 5 phone calls in a 4 hour period... but still, it is detrimental to my health....
At the moment I am trying to push myself over the next few days... as I know that I have a few days off over the Christmas period... but if the truth be told... and I am being realistic... it basically comes down to the fact of it is either my health or the job... something has to give.... and I'd rather it was not me... but what else can I do? I need the money...
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